A weak moment

I feel hate
For those who think they know me
You will never understand me
Not a single piece of my insides
Don't try it, you will loose

There couldn't be a new beginning without an end
No fun at this place, no hope is left
No gold mine, no luck for me
One dissapointment after the other

Fighting hard for my cause, but in the end the fight is lost
Another day, another way - One mistake and all is lost

No feelings left, inside of me
Now I only look after myself
No inspirations, inside of me
Now I only look after myself

Chaotic thoughts in my mind
Hate comes out of me, destroys me and all around me
But next day everything will be the same

There couldn't be a new beginning without an end
No fun at this place, no hope is left
Full of Expectations, full of Inspiration
Again one dissapointment after the other

Stagnation - A word which never should be said
Now it's always in my thoughts, inside of me

No new life without a complete end
Seeing my inner weaknesses
Seeing my mistakes and my faults
Only the weak end their lives in self pity