Twisted again

I'm twisted again
I'm twisted again 'cuz I don't belong
I took a right and a left
And I end up wrong
I'm always weakest where
I think that I'm strong

Oh, this is my final paragraph
Sign my name as one made sane
By what makes other people laugh

I'm twisted again
Mixed up in the mess that is my own mind
Is this as good as it gets?
I think I'm falling behind
I was the one that could see
Now I'm the only one blind

I have stood here before,
beneath the pouring rain
With the world turning circles,
running 'round my brain
And I sure wish somebody could make me sane
'Cuz it's my destiny to be the king of pain

Push me again, but you don't
want to push me too hard
Hangin' by a piece of what got me this far
I suspend, to the end, for an infinite friend
Jesus, this white bread needs a helping hand