Brain dysfunction

I woke at night feeling strange
Another nightmare about my past
All the battles that I've seen
Are gathered here, in my dreams

See my eyes
They're witness to the crimes
I've cried for every foe who died
My thoughts are still

In the battlefields, blood all over me
Corpses of soldiers beheaded by my very side
In the battlefields, my dreams belong to them
I died when I first beared in my hands a gun

Those scenes of slaughter don't go away
They are echoes in my soul
Now I'm home, but my mind is there
So I just can't live my life
I wish I've died, so at last
I could have some kind of peace
That's my curse and that's my torture
For all the days i've got to live

See my eyes
They're witness to the crimes
I've cried for every foe who died
My thoughts are still

In the battlefields, blood all over me
Corpses of soldiers beheaded by my very side
In the battlefields, my dreams belong to them
My life was over the first time that I killed a man