You kiss like you're dead

It burned our tongues and stomaches
When we tried to tame it
Passed it back a forth
The bile that we were tasting
Ground our teeth to powder
Nothing ever changes
Haven't found some solace
While my fist continue swinging

Looking for dead animals
The most perverted,
Twisted form of learning
Sorry if i hurt you
In the middle of the ice
Striking at the surface
Frozen, my reflection
By any means i'll burn

We said things in the dark past
You would deny
So i kept my eyes shut tight
There's nothing there to prove i cared, now
The ugliness i shared i buried
Safe under the ground
Not even a scar, barely recollected
Don't think i should be allowed to forget you
Shadows i and i confide
And made my own
And were not writing to me
Till the day you showed up

The moment you let me in's the minute he slips away
But isn't it lonely sitting watch atop his grave?
I don't want to replace what the earth took from you, girl
But you kiss like you're dead already
I'm worried