The gun isn't loaded

'I can see you move across the meadow
Through the woods
I'm gonna be with you one day
I can see you through the shady trees
As gentle breezes blow the autumn leaves around
I'll put a gun up to your head as you undress
And you can guess but you just won't know
I'm the only one who understands
You look at life and see it balanced on a knife's edge
I know the gun isn't loaded
If you knew the gun wasn't loaded too
I go walking when the wind and rain
Are tumbling down, tumbling down
I go cold while clutching no one's hand
Oh but what can I do
I still want you
I tried so hard to make you stay
And now it's time to make you pay
I know the gun isn't loaded
If you knew the gun wasn't loaded'