The pain inside

'I used to believe in love
I used to believe it would last forever
Till you stuck a knife in my heart
By making me choose between love and art
And I'm never coming home
Until the pain inside has gone
I used to believe in faith
But I put my faith in the wrong person
Now I leave my faith at the gate
I'm up to my knees and the man won't wait
And my friends don't want me home
Until the pain inside has gone
Hold my hand, talk to me
Try to understand the way that I feel
Cause I'm never coming home
Until the pain inside is gone
Hold my hand, walk with me
To a distant land, a place where I can feel
That my friends will want me home
When the pain inside has gone'