Counting days

I can't stop thinking of all the things I wish I had
And all the things I wish I could be
I'm just trying to find myself and what I'm meant to be
Picture perfect but not enough to crown me worth while
All I know is that I'm falling constantly out of place
I'm sick of feeling sick
I never wanna feel like this again
Ever again
But I'll keep giving until my lungs give out

I'm counting days until I reach the end but will it ever end?
I will keep moving until the world stops turning

My mind is racing, my head's still spinning
Will it ever be the end for me?
I'm struggling to keep my head on straight
Is it hope that I seek or the happiness I need?
We're all searching for a life that seems impossible to reach

I'm counting days until I reach the end but will it ever end?
I will keep moving until the worlds stops turning

It's getting harder to breathe, just let me breathe
I'm falling faster away
I'm never gonna make it out alive
Speak how you feel
Be who you're meant to be
It might just save your life
It's getting harder to breathe
Just let me breathe
I'm falling faster away
It's getting harder to breathe
Just let me breathe
I'm falling faster away
Faster away