Heard from you

I'm tired and my head aches like hell tonight
Been thinking way too much
I guess you've found a way to justify
Walking out and losing touch
All this waiting
Nothing changing

I guess I would have heard from you by now
If you really cared for me
You would have finally come around
Guess that's not meant to be
I got a long list of things I need to do before I die
And I can't wait for you
I would have heard from you by now
If you were gonna be a part of my life

You were there the day I learned to crawl
And I was there to watch you go
Tell me how someone so close to me
Turns into someone I don't know
And all you left me was my last memory

I guess I would have heard from you by now if you really cared for me
You would have finally come around
Guess that's not meant to be
I got a long list of things I need to do before I die
And I can't wait for you
I would have heard from you by now
If you were gonna be a part of my life

I could have used the extra hands to come and pick me up
It would be much easier to stand if you'd just lift me up
I know its not because you can't
You just don't care enough
To tell me why should I

I guess I would have heard from you by now if you really cared for me
You would have finally come around
Guess that's not meant to be
I got a long list of things I need to do before I die
And I can't wait for you
I would have heard from you by now
If you were gonna be a part of my life