Never not want you

You've got this hold on me
And I'm not the one you're holding anymore
I've felt hands reaching out for me
Thought it was you but I can't be sure
Can't be sure

I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you, I'll never not want you

You've got me underneath
I'm buried deep in all the times you said you'd never leave
Tonight I'll feel around for you
And come up empty wondering why I can't just let you be
Let you be

I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
I'll wait for you to come back to me
I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you

Maybe I'll erase your number from my phone
Throw out all your pictures and hand written notes
I'll make it so there's no place left for you to hide
But what about the echo of your words inside

I've tried so hard to break free
But I'll never not want you
Ill wait for you to come back to me
I'll never not want you
I reach out for help
But I'll never not want you
I've tried to love someone else
But I'll never not want you