All of nothing

All of nothing. I want all of nothing
Feel. Our feelings are mutually on empty
You want me to die inside
More and more each day. Now I struggle to make it

With or without you by my side
Shame. I've feelings of guilt without being guilty
I can see through the lies and I
I survive each day and cherish the moments

I don't have to run and hide
From a past when the darkened sunlight
Turned pouring rain
In blind passion, the wrongs seemed so right
I left, cause you gave all of nothing

Bright white flashes of light bring promise of winter
We bask in the afterglow
Of our former selves and in all we have been through
(Which was too much). Now we have grown

Cold. Expressionless faces, frozen emotions
We destroyed our most sacred grounds
In a way, it gave me something to live for
The day I become unbound