Ghost

Do you feel like you're never alone?
Does a ghost seem to follow you home
And do you wash away your regrets
And do you punish yourself for the "whys" and "what ifs"
All the time when you can't change a thing about it?

Your presence is killing me
Is it just another alibi
To fill the spaces which were meant to be
For those times that I need you the most?
I contemplate and I lay here endlessly
Still looking for some clues in the dark
Just to stave off my reality
I can't help feeling your ghost

I wonder if this is as good as it gets
And pondering when and if closure begins
We pay our respects and expect to move on
But some things in our life never come easy, if ever
I saw the light leaving your eyes

Your presence is killing me
Is it just another alibi
To fill the spaces which were meant to be
For those times that I need you the most?
I contemplate and I lay here endlessly
Still looking for some clues in the dark
Just to stave off my reality
I can't help feeling your ghost