Endless silence i crave

Thorns I walk every time sleep forsakes my soul
Like thousand grieves at once
Nails I swallow when drought beckons my rotten throat
Feeling how they rip my womb

Consumed in eternal agony, I live
Nailed to existence I remain, forgotten
In the cage of apathy restrained, deserted
Disabled to crown this misery, absurd
May time commiserate my pain, I beg

My blank voice blares silently in the blatant void
No clouds of rain in the storm I behold
Strolling over coals whenever the sun awakes
Muted scream of relief foiled

Endless silence I crave
Conclude this dull being I am
Please shut down my breath
To misfortune I'm enslaved

My end I glimpse
No light ahead
Relieved at last I stay
I pray

To end with this perdition I take
Scars forged with the indulgence
Of those which once show sake
But now I comprehend

Which wounds sure hurt
Sores carved with the chisels of oblivion

They shall repay for promises failed
Faked behaviours of concern strained
Meanness govern this bloody earth

Thorns, they still cover my road
Can't bear this martyrdom

Silence I crave, for years I blaze
Consumed this being pleads mercy