Mistress of hatred

Far off the beaten track may I roam
Dark and empty trails will I crawl
Deep into my own, where solitude lies and holds

Abhorrence of the leftover cries
Permanent abase of what's not taken
For hopeless behaviours
Hide away, I can't forebode when she will come
Graceless laments of the screaming silence
Distorted poems from beyond
Guide you to the end of the hopefulness road
Then you're doomed, absent, alone
The bitter memories withdraw

Trying not to fall on the chasm of despair
Grabbing to the burning nails of hope
But still, forlorn, I'm overcome…

Dawn will fly, nowhere light
Gowned in black, should I bow?
Hold your cry, she's alive
Hatred bitch, stay aside!

Coming from the bitter past
Razing feeble spirits
Only the damned will endure
To keep your mind clean and pure

Raise your head and forget what she vows
Stab the knife on her womb
Course, dodge, crawl and vault
You rule what future holds

Forsaken thoughts return at last
Reinforcing your will to arise
From the hole she has left your soul
Only weakest of minds obey her words

Feeding from the slavery of time
Swallowing descending tears as wine
Absorbing your dreams of hope
Spiting what warms your heart's cold

Thrive away, I can behold she willing to come
Taking you with her
Raping your delusion virginity
Licking from the bleeding mouth
The prayers spoken unconsciously
We're all doomed to crawl
We're all damned to bow
Now is late to disown