Cast me out

I killed myself today
I lost my pride in a pool of blood
God please vomit my lukewarm rebellious heart
I've led myself away from you so cast me out
My pride has become my God
God please cast me out of this vessel that I have prepared for you
my pride has become my God so cast me out
for years I was living among the dead
God please cast me out of this vessel
I've led myself away from you
For years I was living among the dead
completely ignorant of the destruction
that I rained down upon myself and those around me
and now that I've been murdered to this world
I still find myself clinging to my selfish desires
and father tonight I pray that you purge me and make
me a worthy vessel, something to call your own
kill the me in me
I made you a promise and I'll keep it no matter how
much it hurts me