Luxury suicide

Another life wasted
heads in the artificial clouds of death
you were so convinced that death would choose another
you gambled your life for a luxury
I remember the day they told us
our time would be cut short
I was young and didn't understand grace
I turned my back and ran away
I never knew what was in your heart
those days the cancer ate your lungs
I pray you knew Jesus
and found forever in His embrace.