Nexus

This is where I cry my silent longing for your grace,
For the paralysing motion that your moods evoke in me.
All your wonders live inside me,
Fill my heart with life again
All your rushing pleasures flee
'Round till my time comes.

Now is what I see dissolving through an emprisoned mind,
Ancient thoughts have walled a cell of stone around me.

This is where you catch my conscience for to torture me,
For to live inside my nightmares, rising from the gone days.
If I just could banish
Those who loathe my soul,
Those who once have been my life
I left their crystal cavern.