Losin faith

Is what I lose that I want more
Being loved it feels so secure
So please try to understand
I didn't give I don't want it back
I made mistakes
I like when they hurt me bad
Every step(step by step) regret goes on and on and on……
Should I be able now to face my underworld of shade
How will I be able now to feel the sober thru the shame
I'm so afraid of what I become
So please try to forget
What I seem is not what I am
Everything I touch
Breaks down and then comes undone
every step(step by step) my pain goes on and on and on and on……