Terrible machine evangeline

I was trying to use my head
Making my heart scream instead
That's the fear you can't resist
To find miracles exist
I've tried hard to stick back clearly parts of my dichotomy
'till one terrorizing energy came right to upset me
Like a never ending fall down the consciously unknown
That starts and finishes with you
It shivers all over my skin She's my terrible machine
That's tearing me down furiously (sweetly)
We are sharing every single heart beat in perfect synchrony
One by one my last defences fall, now take me piece by piece.