In the end

I've done the unspeakable
And thought the unimaginable
I've hid it to the world
And knowing every hour past
As grains fall through this hourglass
My guilt inside is stirred

And I wonder who I am tonight
As I lay here in this bed awake
Is it so hard to confront the truth
That it's Your heart I am bound to break

Everything keeps falling apart
But I can't keep doing this in my heart
So won't you please be near me
Take away my shame
Everything keeps falling apart
But I can't keep doing this in my heart
And in the end you'll see I'll
Be here in Your name

I can't take emotionally
The patience that You've shown to me
It cuts me to the heart
The times of my embarrassment
Are far too many times I've spent
Rewinding to the start

I've been living in a cynical lie
A symptom of a jaded view
But now I've come to realize
That nothing good can come apart from You

Jesus, You can carry me to become
What You want of me
I wanna be the faithful child