After all is said and done

is this whole thing
making me laugh
or am i dying to quit seeing you
drifting and running out?
it seems you just
can't save yourself

the source of your pain
often comes from your mistakes
will the razor blades blaze away?
it seems you just
can't save yourself

you're falling again
falling at the same place
you did before

i heard you say this time will be
the last time
a million times before

it seems that
you just can't hide it
even with your prettiest smile
ache get tattooed in your eyes
for a lifetime

please don't talk
too loud tonight
just like the night before
i heard you say this time
will be the last time
a million times before

failure and decline
done and done again
all without any signs
signs of control
are you ready for repetition?
are you ready for...