Sayin' goodbye

verse 1
I get myself dreaming at night
althoug i can't understand these dreams sometimes
believe me it looks like my worst end
my heart pumps really fast i say
i don't feel i can go on
beyond reality and my fake blame
i guess my blood is clotting out
is death close to me right now

I didn't see this coming
and now I'm dead
so this is a goodbye
I hope we meet again

it seems like
i gave it up
and I'm regretting
it calls me up
but I don't get it
shut me up
is the best thing you can do
I'm on a hysteria
for crying out loud
help me out
I'm feeling numb now
get me up
there's nothing I can do

verse 2
something's bursting on my mind
or maybe God's taking it out on me
i threw what's left of me away
perhaps I'm turning into dust

by now i'm gone
I have been displaced
and please don't take me wrong
for my sudden death

should I have enjoyed my life
time goes by like a blink of an eye
I slept my whole damn life away
tell my mom that I miss those days