Never

Please just kill me now. Finish what began. When you pulled out my heart. Left me bleeding on the ground. I never want to get up I'll forever stay down. Hiding in the dark.
Where I'll never be found. If my heart stops beating. And if my lungs. Never breathe again. At least I'll have hope. That maybe in the next life. You'll speak to me again. And if I see you now. I'll look in your eyes. And spit in your face. Then when you cry. I'll just smile and laugh. And get on with my life.
Though you know it's all a lie. I'll still keep my fantasy. So you never. See me cry. I envy the bugs under your feet. They're closer to you than I'll ever be. Again.