Eyes opened wide

Everything inside that you´ve always denied
I´m not the mirror of yourself
Every path I chose in my heart I refused
Cause I just did it all for you
All the goals I had not achieved I regret
What am I supposed to be?
Do you really want me to be like this?
I´m just waiting to be free
And I´m dreaming and I´m dreaming of a life
where I could be so different
When I needed you most
You just always awoke a feeling of control
Take a look and see it is really me
Who writes this song to get free
Eyes opend wide there is a sign
That leads me from nowhere into that life
Chorus:
His eyes are opened wide with so much hope
Inside he leaves his past behind
And leads a another life