Out of control

I´m deep down on the ground
Lying here alone in my misery
No one is around - blunt thoughtsInside of my head make me feel sick
Facing a world of confusion -What would all those life-teachers say?All hope has abandoned me
The night is absorbing me
Those frozen veins embrace my heart
I´ve lost my way I am out of control!
In the shallowness of youth
I took everything for granted
But life told stories that made me grave
As faceless as a ghost I´m running
Around with no one´s attention
And in my dreams I still hope for better days
Those frozen veins embrace my heart
I´ve lost my way I am out of control!
This means I hope you´ll find me
Here in this place where I am lost!