It's second year

Here is another interesting individual
Is that what the people say to be nice
And protect you from harming yourself?
Spent the night curled up
And I'm ready for this to be done

Stare in the mirror and ask for more
Examining every single pore
Starved myself until my family doesn't know me
I wanna be set free and gone for good

Tonight
In a cage of wasted space
Even if I break the lock, get what I want
What's to stop me from hating myself?
Call for help
Get them to bring everything
I used to love about mental health

Call me to stop me
'Cause I am truly longing for some help
I've tried everything
And I swear nothing has ever worked well

Stare in the mirror with this weight on my face
Every second is filled with disdain
How could you make me then hate me once I'm born?
I know I'm not good but I don't know what I'm here for