Your town is a time capsule

Everyone that you grew up with
Is viewed as a degenerate
But they're all so busy now
That whenever you're home you wanna hang out
But you gotta hang alone
Unless it's about drugs
Getting fucked up to show 'em what you love
Do you love yourself?
'Cause most of this shit is real bad for your health

I just wanna hangout with my friends when they're sober
Saw your parents at the funeral and couldn't get over
The way they looked and how I felt
If it hurts inside then it's parallel
To my beliefs that humans have to bleed
To know what it means to have life
And how quickly that can leave
Do I know what it means?

Move all the pictures to the floor
I have no connection anymore
To all the joy they used to give
Reminders of how I used to live

We aren't the secrets that we keep
Hold them inside forever
Never letting yourself get better
Who cares if they judge you for being soft?
Better to live an open book than an empty shell