Emotionally paralyzed

Emotions rushing over me
I´m wide awake but I can´t see
I don´t know what to feel
cause my emotions can´t agree
Darkness descending over me
sometimes it feels they´re after me
Loneliness is filled with silence
the clock is ticking inside my head

Why am I lonley, why am I here
I´m just a human that no longer cares

I´m afraid of the life
Gimme something I can trust
When I see what a child can do
I don´t want any and I don´t want you
Why put a child into this morbid world
when we dance deeper into darkness and get more disturbed
Have you felt the pain inside
dragged you down, made you cry

Why am I lonley, why am I here
I´m just a human that no longer cares

Why is everyone judging me
look at yourself before you critisize me
I don´t care what you say
I´ll just hate more every day

I don´t care how much you wonder
I don´t care if the world goes under
I won´t listen to anyone
It just waste, waste of my time
I don´t care about the war
Let them kill, let them crawl
I´m fed up with this world
we are turning into the void