Dredge this wound

I've been down, helpless, still
I come here once again
Feelings lost
Extinction of what used to be
Dwelling keeps me
From standing on my own

Selfless dissection of emotion
Emotion i have left inside
Dredge this wound
Salt of tears, then i fade away
Slips away and fades

Raising eyes to see you
Anger is all i feel,
Missed your forgiveness
Just a witness of my own demise
Searching these pieces
They cut me, you laugh as i bleed
Swallow contradiction
Just a victim of all i have inside

This pain just deepens
I can never let go
Feel it numbing me
Exist around you
Everything i know
I've held myself down to
Held myself down
So that i will never fall
All of this i feel i pour out for you
Salvation, in the release of all that i feel