Heart plea story

Its the same story
The unhappy ending
I play the loser
That seems to be winning
I seem to be winning in your eyes

By my action i expose myself
I open to weakness
I fall to my own choices
Feelings so far gone so...

Here i am
Opened for you to see
What you know

I'll determine i have tied my own hands
Hands that hold these walls around

I've risked everything
Now i feel myself breaking
You think i never needed
To hold anyone else?
I'm scared of losing more
You think you know me?
You think that i don't feel?
You think you what you mean to me?
You think i don't hope