Deaf to the swan song

No peace in this life
I can`t live this hate
It´s driving me insane
Can´t live without it
No peace of mind
No peace without pain

Something in me died
I feel so rotten
I have failed to love
These eyes cry blood
No peace of mind
Flesh is weak
No peace in this life
Sweet pleasure to hate

Every night i bath
In seas of blood
In my dreams the light
Slowly turns away

Can it be healed
Is there a place to free me
Waiting too long is my disease

The screams in my mind
Are always getting louder
Insanity not far away

Feelings of suicide
I won`t let you rise
My own desicions
There won`t be a dice
Feelings so sick
Can i escape
Pleasure to hate
Pleasure to fail