To find the unknown

Eager to find an unknown crack
I'm expecting something will happen
Exposing my suffering mind
To the unknown breeze
I try to find something unknown

Not having decided where to go
Kicking and rolling trifles
I make a step into the diverging ways
No one but I must decide the way to follow

Someone has parted from me
I can't deal with anything

Like a bird whose wings are closed
I'm waiting out the storm
The more I resist, the worse things will get
Drinking can't resolve anything