Standing in the shadows

I sit alone inside my room at night
the fire keeps my body warm
stare into the darkness
the moonïs out tonight
how I wish you'ld call.

Don't have to say it
I know that I am wrong
for wanting you to be with me
she needs you more than I do
it goes without saying
but then why can't she be me?

All I ever wanted was you
you're all I ever needed
All I ever wanted was you
you're all I ever needed.

To walk alone is not so strange for me
the lamplight's my company
the autum leaves portray my life so intimately
trodden, betrayed, unclean.

The darkness creeps around the moonlight
the fire burns up my soul
I sit, I wait for you to call
don't have to tell me what I'm wrong
but now I can resolve this thing inside me

All I ever wanted was you
you're all I ever needed
All I ever wanted was you
you're all I ever needed.

If the rain falls heavily today
then it will no doubt leave behind
the symbol of it having been there
in which case I have no other choice
but to see ...
the reflection of myself
standing in the shadow of who I used to be.
Who am I ? Where are you? Are we supposed to be?