A dream i can't remember

Stay, but show me no affection
Or fade away in search of a new direction
To escape from the pain and mistakes that I have made
So that you can just make believe
That I will be there for everything you need

I just want to be honest
I'm done playing the games you want to play
I don't want to see you go
But the only thing I know is how to push you away

You only see the light that's shown to you
You only have the time that you see through
Keep all of your lies around
To avoid all the let downs
So that you can just make believe
That I will be there for everything you need

I just want to be honest
I'm done playing the games you want to play
I don't want to see you go
But the only thing I know is how to push you away

Temptations arise
It brings out the worst in me
Pull me up from the deep
Will I understand the meaning
If it's true that we accept all the pain we think we deserve
Then why not let go of the love that you thought you've earned

I met you in a dream I can't remember
Tossing and turning away I almost forgot the pain and suffering

I just want to be honest
I'm done playing the games you want to play
I don't want to see you go
But the only thing I know is how to push you away

I met you in a dream I can't remember
Tossing and turning away I almost forgot the pain and suffering