The distance affair

Second chances are a way of forgiveness
You take them all and I never stop giving
It's so obvious that this never got us anywhere
Now it's clear to me that this isn't meant to be

I'm so sick and tired of fighting for you now
Because you never even notice a thing
But when you do it's worthless to me

Push me off the edge one more time again
How would you feel if I hit the bottom?
Do you dare, do you dare to test the waters?
Let me drown teach me how to swim
You'd watch me fade before you'd dive in
You laugh when I hit the ocean floor

Listen to me
For once I'm begging you to notice
That everything I do means nothing to you
Are you listening?

I'm so sick and tired of fighting for you now
Because you never even notice a thing
But when you do it's worthless to me
I'm not supposed to love
I'm not supposed to care
I never wanted to live my life wishing you were there

The ever inviting depths pulling me down without your help
Watch from your tower now
(Watch from your tower now)
Disgraced by both your starving eyes
It will be over soon
(It will be over soon)
Uncovering someone, the suffering part of me
(It will be over soon)

I'm not supposed to love, I'm not supposed to care
I never wanted to live my life wishing you were there

I'm so sick and tired of fighting for you now
Because you never even notice a thing
But when you do it's worthless to me
I'm not supposed to love, I'm not supposed to care
I never wanted to live my life wishing you were there