Deconstructing my life

This is the begining and this is the end
As of my birth i started to die
Thousands of suffering lives in my heart
Thousands of questions burn into my head

Black coulds over my head
Deconstructing my life
My ship has began to sink
Deconstructing my life
I have failed my mission
Deconstructing my life
Help me, i must escape now
Deconstructing my life

I'm oppressing myself
I'm not living, i'm just existing
I'm limiting myself
My dreams i will never fullfill

Why so much pain?
Hatred flows in my veins
Running to face the storm
Under pressure i'm falling

I don't want to become what i hate
But i am not the one i think
I can't understand what is happening to me
I need reflexion, leave me alone

I can't ignore it anymore
Now it's time to confront
Restricted to nothingness
Caught in my endless vortex

Listen to the sadness of silence
There is nothing more to say
I'm digging my grave everyday,
Cause i'm gonna die anyway!