Self inflicted hell

Life breaks down around me
And i break down with it
Suffocating under rubble
Each day becomes darker

I'm living in the shadow of death
I have no choice but to conform
Demons bites me from inside
Forever i'll roam into darkness

I live in a self inflicted hell
With a smile of pain on my face
I live in a self inflicted hell
Endless disease of the soul

Prisonner within my cell
I cannot escape this hell
It's in my head, it's in my dreams
Forever my scars will bleed

My survival is my punishment
And my life is my torment
Addicted to pain and misery
There is no way out for me

Hell is in my mind
Hell is in my soul
Hell is in my heart
Hell is in myself