I hurt myself for attention

Everybody says I'm just like them
I'm great like them, I'll be happy like them
And everybody says to wait like them
Break fate like them

I'm on my own path, it's on fire

And I smash my face into a wall
I want death or I want it all
Some say I'm broken, some say I'm perfection
When I'm confused I hurt myself for attention

You're so big, and I'm so small
You can break me before you break my fall
I am salvation, but I am destruction
I don't love myself but I love your attention

Everyone around me screams privilege
As if money means you should forgive
That the world is shit, it's people too
Can't tell who I hate more

Me or you

And I smash my face into a wall
I want death or I want it all
Some say I'm broken, some say I'm perfection
When I'm confused I hurt myself for attention

You're so big, and I'm so small
You can break me before you break my fall
I am salvation, but I am destruction
I don't love myself but I love your attention