The final girl

Crystal meth, diet coke
I've been broke, I've broke bank
Wish I had a God to thank
I wish, I wish I had a wish

I spend my nights alone with men
Slit wrists, do again
Eat to live, live to die
How can I not wonder why?

I am the final girl
And I am alone in this world

All my friends are such a mess
They haven't killed themselves yet
And like them, I want to die
And join my mother in the sky

Everything I say is dumb
I'm still looking for the one
I had hope but it hung low
I guess it's just my time to go

I am the final girl
And I am alone in this world