What's the plan

Yeah
It's just another day
It's just another night
Locked inside my room
Till it realy hurts to write
Tryna make the thouhgts in my mind come to live
With trashcan full of papers
I can never get it right
I tell myself I'ma be fine
I'm only 17, but how long does take till you hear 43
Need make it soon
But what does that realy mean
I'm showing everybody that it wasn't all just make believe
That's what they all told me
That's what they all said
And sometimes
I realy dig it up inside my head
And sometimes
I didn't try to get up from my bed
Thinking to myself
Is it really just a dead end?
Waiting all these wishes
Whie I'm doing all these dishes
Fishing for a sing
Or something that I'm missing
Doing all I can
I hope you really understand
I know where I'm headed
But I gotta know what's the plan
What's the plan
Cause lately I don't even know where we stand
And I'm tryna to figure out just who I am
Is it ok if you give me a hand
And I don't know what to do
I really don't know what to do
I'm feeling that I'm bound to lose
Stranded where I stand, yeah
I gotta know what's the plan
Girl, you know I love you from the start
But I know where we heading, yeah
It's tearing us apart
I care for you to much
To be ripping out your heart
But I care for you to much
For us to be apart
Missed phone calls
Voice mails and old texts
I know I'm not around
But I'm tryna do my best
Wanna give you more
And yet I'm provinding less
I've been stressing for what's next
I've been living like a mess, but
I guess for now we're just free falling
I know you hope it's just a long way down
And if we go and just keep faling
Sooner or later girl
We're gonna hit the ground
I'm losting in your eyes
I'm losting in your eyes
No wonder how we disregard
All of them lies
We've running for so long, yeah
When do we fly?
If you don't see a future
Then why do you try
I guess it's how it is maybe someday you will see
If we don't plan it out, I thing we're not mean to be
This ain't freshman year, now we're turning 18
We've gotta face reality this ain't a day dream
Girl, I love you so much, yeah
I love you so much
And I can never get enough
From all the good to be rough
Yeah, doing all I can
I hope you really understand
I know were I'm headed
But I gotta know what's the plan
What's the plan
Cause lately I don't even know where we stand
And I'm tryna to figure out just who I am
Is it okay if you give me a hand
And I don't know what to do
I really don't know what to do
I'm feeling that I'm bound to lose
Stranded where I stand, yeah
I gotta know what's the plan