Another life

Today, when I woke up
I realized that the time is rushing fast
Everyday is the same thing
And again, and one more time
This fucking routine is destroying me
Making what I don't want to be
I'm always the same and my life isn't interesting
Because, I'll tell you why

I don't have much friends, less than ten
And I just see them once in a while
Nobody to talk, to share my likes
And have fun and joy
To listen to the same songs
Metal and rock that I enjoy

I am a very shy, ugly and weird guy
That nobody gives attention
I'm always hush and thinking how would be
My life with more emotion

Every time I see pretty girls around me
But I can't make anything
Cause these beautiful girls are too perfect
And I don't know how to become an master

I don't pretend that I have a girlfriend
Cause it's the biggest thing that I want
This would make me happy, but it's only a dream
And almost impossible to come true

I stay twenty-four hours per day
Living my another life
Everything that I can, but only on my brain
With all the things that I ever wanted

This life is much better than my real one
But I can't change, would be amazing if I've done
That's the truth, I'm sad but I'll not give up
I pretend that everything is good
But I know that it's not true

I just wanna hug a girl, and kiss on the cheek
I don't remember the last time that I've made this with a chick
That beautiful blonde green-eyed on my side
would be perfect for me
But she don't want to be, and I know that she doesn't likes me

But I will not cry, 'cause I know that I'm strong inside
I'll not become insane if everything is the same,
and I don't want suicide
Nevertheless I carry on, with this loneliness forever
Waiting the time when I never more will stay alone

And I'll live my life, and a day, I'll have a wife
Until there I'm dreaming, baby, where are you?
My beautiful love