Will to change

All my friends are gone
I got used to be alone
Now I wander, now I wonder
When it will be all done

Sorry for not being in touch, I just don't wanna bother you
It's hard for me to show that I care, but I really do
Although it seems like I'm not that important to you
Since you forgot me and hadn't speak to me too

Imaginary conversations
Stack up all my frustrations
I want to know for once who is she
But I just know that her body isn't here

Wish I could forgive myself and forget the past
Wish I could live with my mistakes and hope for the best
Wish I had people caring and close to me
Wish I had a party to play rpg

So many places I want to go, so many people I want to see
My will to change is no strange, become the man I want to be
My consciousness is very clear, as the road of life is now to me
The race is coming and the starting line is here

Dull society
Pushing all that's real
Anxiety
Why do I stand still?

I miss the old busy days, when it was not so bad
I miss the teenager highschool love that I never had
Maybe is not too late for me to chase that
I just don't wanna be old, grumpy, surrounded by cats!

So many places I want to go, so many people I want to see
My will to change is no strange, become the man I want to be
My consciousness is very clear, as the road of life is now to me
The race is coming and the starting line

(All my friends are gone)
So many places I want to go, so many people I want to see
(Sorry for not being in touch, I just don't wanna bother you)
My will to change is no strange, become the man I want to be

(I just wanna change, I just wanna change)
(I just wanna change, it sucks, it fucking sucks)
(I can't take this anymore, I wanna change)
(I wanna change, I wanna change)

My consciousness is very clear
As the road of life is now to me

(I want to go, so many people, so many people)
(Is no strange, no, is no strange, is no strange)
(Is very clear, is the road of life, the road of life)
(Is coming and the starting line is here)

The race is coming and the starting line