Ayano's theory of happiness

Again those years run on by
My mind filling up with only family
"Ayano now 's your big sister everyone"
"So try to get along with her for me please"

Little house of crimson brick, we all had fit inside of that place
To and fro they whispered back, making plans of their own so it seemed
Looking deep into their eyes, so red in all three and then I see
Hidden just beneath are memories grown ups never see

Terror in his face he said "I'm a monster deep inside" filled with fear
But they're wrong and so I said "that's not true at all, just look here"
"That red you hate so much, a hero wears it proud! No really"
"It's okay, no need to be afraid anymore"

Thinking of what'd be fun, or might be dumb,
I was a big sister and tried my best to
"Hey guys, look over here!" a crimson muffler I wrapped around me
"A secret brigade -er something"

Dye it in madder of roses, so we can begin
Just because we play heroes, it doesn't mean nothing
"So maybe just a little we'll smile again"
And always be one big happy family

I hope they're happy and laughing at every new day
And if they just couldn't take it, they wont run away
"Now listen close, hear this secret for you"
And so the sun sets on a day fun and new

Blowing spring into the air, the adult world we knew was changing too
Something wrong I couldn't see, like a plan of their own so it seemed
Billow tears and fade away, the people that I love keep crying out
No one seems to notice but it's all dying into black

It's all gone wrong, but now I knew deep down
I couldn't tell a single soul how I felt
"God no, oh please don't destroy what I had found"
In came a world where our happiness died and flew out

Oh madder red no, I beg you, can take no more
Why can't you stop breaking futures so there'll be tomorrow?
The tears never stop falling the answer is clear
Hiding behind smiles from ear to ear

If they were my eyes, such red eyes, I wonder could I
Be their one and only hero who saves their future?
I'm clumsy awkward and shameful no less
But on this mission, I must go alone...

Now I'm gone and wonder what the brigade is doing now and hope again
They're smiling all the time and they're getting along with each other
They probably hate me now or maybe just hurt
I wonder, have I become for them their big sister by now?

Will you remember the word I loved with every bit inside me?
That "happiness" ah how strange it is, the feeling
And as tomorrow breaks, I hope you love it too