An arsonist's flame

Filled up
I can no longer see
blinded, forced fed
nailed to the couch

I'm destined to spend a lifetime
in a constant state
in a constant state
of lethargy

this will consume me
this will eat straight through my brain
lifeless and meaningless each day
i witness my decay
and each and every day
i witness my decay

it's my life, my mind, my heart, my everything
my life, my mind, my heart, my everything
will fade until I'm completely worn off

and one day i'll find myself
inhaling kerosene fumes
breathing my final breath
prepared to strike the match
this flame will consume me
this flame will set me free
this flame will consume me
this flame will set me free
destroy myself
destroy myself
destroy myself
destroy myself