Cracks in the armor

I hate when people say 'how have you been?'
Cuz I'm a relatively nice girl, but I'll lie every time

Its not you its me, no its you
I dont really even know whats wrong
Just know I never, quite belong
So I'm sorry if I stay in bed
Gotta do my best, fix whats left of my head

I dont mean to cause an uproar
Its just these cracks in the armor

Don't think you know how sick I really and truly am
I wanna whisper in your ear, and sing those pretty little songs
But I forgot the words, oh how it hurts

Its not you its me, no its you
I dont really even know whats wrong
Just know I somehow, must keep strong
So I'm sorry if I stay in bed
Gotta do my best, fix whats left of my head
Just know I somehow can't belong