No matter

I'm so sick and tired of being sick
The more and more I gets a little higher
the closer and closer I get
Every day is just another day that I fade away
I'm alright no dont you worry about me, I'm ok i'm fine
My heads just heavy with all that I think about
I've lost my way and now I can't find a way out
No, why is he lying is he lying, does he want us both or what?
Does he want her, does he want me? Does he want us both or tell me whyyy!!
I'm doin the best that I can
I'm burnin my candle at both ends
It never gets as good as it gets
over exaggerated mess
it makes no difference anyway
Tomorrow will soon be yesterday
Quit puttin your words in my mouth
If i'm that bad, why don't ya get out?
why is he lyin? is he lyin? does he want us both or what?
Does he want her, does he want me? Does he want us both or... tell me whyyy!!