Shattered incomplete

Thought patterns
governed by complex mind
control
Disturbing visions
Sub-consciously rejected by my soul

I accept, I
obey, I cannot see past the suffering
I deny, I reject, I refuse to open my
mind

Face... where ever your thoughts may lead you
Search... for the
answers within yourself

Never-ending battle
Is fought on and on
Battlefield
turned useless
Stamina fades in time

Attempting to recover
I look myself in
the eye
Miserable images and
Experiences of failure
Slowly pass me
by

Reach... to find the incomprehensible
Release... before attempting to
confront

Never-ending battle
Is fought on and on
Battlefield turned
useless
Stamina fades in time

Awakened state of emergency
Is called upon my
self-reflection
Confronted by sub-conscious thoughts
I'm devastated beyond
recognition

Disturbed and detached
So restricted by
confliction
Deconstructed and decompiled
Never ever to be
Assembled
again
Attempting to recover
I look myself in the eye
Miserable images
and
Experiences of failure
Slowly pass by my

Face... where ever your
thoughts may lead you
Search... for the answers within yourself
Reach... to
find the incomprehensible
Release... before attempting to
confront

Shattered and incomplete
Control has been lost for good
The will
must admit defeat
Realise what it never could