Find myself

I thought that I had told myself
Not to fucking fall in love
Now I fucking find myself
Singing to you in my songs
I'm sure I'm gonna hurt you, girl
So you better stay away
Know that you're at loss for words
I just don't know what else to say

I don't wanna be
The reason that you bleed
Girl, you better leave
Yeah, I'm tryna make you see
You're better off alone
At least you'll still be free
While I'm smoking weed
For the scars, I'm tryna heal
I don't wanna be
The reason that you bleed
Girl, you better leave
Yeah, I'm tryna make you see
You're better off alone
At least you'll still be free
While I'm smoking weed
For the scars, I'm tryna heal

While I find myself
While I find myself
While I find myself
I'll never find myself