Lil numb (feat. teen pregnancy)

I'mma break down soon
In the same old room
That I always do
I feel so alone

Make some beats and smoke
Pray I make it soon
Pray they buy my shit
Cause I'm so damn broke

Girl I'm so damn cold
I might freeze to death
Rollin' up some dope
Smoking trees for stress

Fuck the life I had
I don't want it back
Fuck the friends I had
They just made me sad

Now it's me and her
Bout to fuck the world
We don't need no help
We came up from dirt

I still hate myself
That's a side of me
Wanna kill myself
And I've tried I'm weak

Mom would drive me in
Everytime I did
I would ask to leave
And they'd give me pills

That shit on repeat
Every other week
They would numb me down
Till I couldn't speak

Lay me down
I don't wanna die
I can't sleep alone
Need u here tonight

You were everything
You were my God damn life
Now it's all fucked up
And I won't sleep tonight

I was snorting pills
You were up all night
I swear I couldn't feel
I was so damn high

Liquor in my blood
You were all I want
I gave you everything
I feel so unloved

You finally got exactly what you want
You were off getting fucked and I was so fucked up
Fuck the wedding ring fuck this life I lead
Got me feeling numb doing bumps off keys

I dont wanna live
Tried to kill myself
Girl ill numb you too
Take your life as well

I wanna watch you bleed
She gets numb for me
Lets kill ourselves
So I can sleep