Save me

I can't run, can you help me?
I'm so lost, baby, save me
I just want you to crave me
You're my drug, why you playin'?

I can't feel, baby
You're not real, baby
All these tears, baby
All these years
If I let you go, will you feel alone?
Would you want me back?
Would you even care?
Baby, trust me tho
I just can't be yours
Bitch, I feel so low
Demons in my core
Know you hate them too
But they hate me more
They always bring me down
They always make me fall

You always try while I fuck it up
You know I cry 'cause I'm so fucking numb
You know I try, but I'm so fucking dumb
You know I'll die and I will let you down
The voices tell me to kill myself
I wanna do it 'cause I live in hell
They always scream, always in my head
They won't leave till I'm fucking dead