Dismantle, destroy

With trembling fingers I’m attempting to figure out
Exactly how to slow my heart beat down
Because at this rate I’m in terrible danger of
Destroying this entire place

I am infected, I’ve caught the rage
You try to escape it but I am contagious
I have destroyed everything in my way
The people I love will never be safe

I can barely see
I can’t even breathe
My body is not what it used to be
These bones will break so easily

Inside my chest beats the sound of a war drum
If I were you, I’d be inclined to run
Because my tongue is ammunition
Why won’t you listen, oh why won’t you listen?

Pick up the phone, just hold your own
You know you can’t afford to lose control
I better make sure I get the last blow
I better make sure I get the last blow

I can barely see
I can’t even breathe
My body is not what it used to be
These bones will break so easily

I can barely see

I can’t even breathe

My lungs are collapsing and I know what’s happening

This darkness is taking over me

When I was a child I was told to keep my hands to myself
To not hurt anybody else
As I grew older these hands stayed by my sides
I never needed my hands to win a fight

When I become undone, I’m a darker version of myself
I can’t trust anybody else
And you know, I’ve tried, to keep my fears inside
And even though, I re-compose I don’t know if I’ll get through the night

Make it through the night, make it through the night

I better make sure, that I get the last blow

When I become undone, I can’t trust anybody else